My Winnings

I’ve been walking around these last few days feeling like I’ve won the lottery. I can’t stop smiling.

First, my husband called from Iraq on our anniversary and we were able to talk for a long time. We talked about everything and nothing. It was so great. I love him so much.

Next, my friends seem to be adept at finding new and increasingly more touching ways to be supportive. I am so blessed to have so many wonderful people in my life.

Yesterday my kids played violin solos at a Suzuki School Meet and Greet/Orientation event. I was so proud of them. Not because they performed flawlessly, because they didn’t, but because of who they are and how they have developed. There is nothing like performing in front of a crowd to magnify a child’s personality traits. As much as I can sometimes struggle with my kids, like all parents do, they really do have amazing and unique personalities. I am so proud of them.

And I’m proud of myself for remaining calm before, during and after their performances.

The kids are also incredibly happy at school. We are so blessed to be a part of the Southfield School community. It really is like an extended family, which is especially important for a military family. I am continually amazed at how the Southfield teachers and staff can value each child as an individual.

Lately I am consumed with feelings of gratitude.

Maybe it is a tad puzzling that a woman whose husband is far away and smack dab in the middle of a war would claim she feels like a lottery winner. I do live a challenging life. But there are so many harder lives to live. I am incredibly lucky to have a very comfortable and fulfilling existence.

I am so thankful for all I have. Even if my husband is far away, I still have a man who loves me for who I am and a strong marriage that grows with each passing year. I have friends who are like family, wonderful children who are thriving in a supportive environment, meaningful work, security and more blessings than I can count.

I have won the lottery. I’ve won the lottery of life.